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In a life so short Stuck in the sway of things Till the end of the day Just dropped away Struck so different know With a loss in the norm Separated from myself and the world The sickness eating at my being Disease is all that left In the shell that was once to be A broken person Through and through

Tis the season to be happy Tis the season to be glad Tis the season to be loyal Tis the season of family Tis the season of friends Friends and family Friends and family Over priced toys Over priced nick knacks THe season of cheap junk being sold for 4 times the value The season of lame sermons We are the socitey of excassive spending Using nature to do our biding Running on empty to the end What will go on when all is gone?

 A simple smile In the world Lights the path for those to follow As the darkness shallows Then all shall rain clear Lightening the load with every move You are a shining star. As the world crumbles Thus emerging you as a saint Most sacrifice there sanity To find your serenity. I am one Who has fallen for you song I am ending on that thought. I feel i need you, but alas I feel great attartion towards you.    

The world is a place that is run with Missed opportunities and forgotten faces. This is my story. I was born into a wealthy family, were i got what i needed and some of what i wanted. That was in fact until i turned 10 or 11. My parents(not married) had a divorce. It was decided that i would go live with my mother without say. This shattered my world and my being. I had faith that i would be able to say, but that thought was stripped from actuality. I was taken from my home a day after my birthday. It was the worst thing that could happen for me at the moment. It isn't the worse, but back then it was.I lost contact with all the friends i had

Today i realized, I was such a push over last year. I use to hang by every moment with one person. I feel like i cheated myself out of a better experenice. It feels as though i have lost most of my trust with that person this year. I spent my life for her and expected something in return. I was a fool, a mislead fool, and it was my doing and nobody elses. If i knew this was happening before it did i still would of done it. I loved her and i knew i did, I still do, but i will live without out her if i must. Today is my last day of being a major push over and fool. To live or not to live is the only question, to be held back by feelings an

I cant stand by myself I need an uprising A veil of support a new start It all leads to the same outcome One is infatuated with another but the other could care less Both are left without the knowing of what could of been Moving on is the hardest Even if you don't know what its like The amount of wanting goes Never diminishing always increasing I'm done with Time to move along To move to a new song Time to rise Knew it was nothing But always wanting something The effort used could never be re given lost at war

One's loneliness in the world Without there voice to be heard Reassurance is a loss That comes with a cost The price of sanity The place of humanity The silence of your own life From the slash of a knife Looking for a helping hand much like the mending land A ugly skid mark on the lawn Living life like a pawn Alone in the world Without a place to turn Stuck in quicksand while the world moves ahead Loneliness is as much a virtue As it is a curse You will never be broken Or know what it feels like to be       

silence So surreal yet so familiar A different feeling To beat all the rest It could be on the loudest day That you hear the least Were from the biggest To the smallest are silent Silence is a key Without it we are lost Without silence Breaking it becomes impossible It has been around Tho everyone has found The weary silence has always been around Silence is a killing tool Created to distort your senses Once overcame with You lose all hope  

Put your hand up And scream fuck the world its broken and tattered All or nothing Bust or something join or die Put your hands up And scream fuck the world Yell it with strength with power do it with grace and style Put your hands up And scream fuck the world Do it with the rhythm of the ocean with the attack of a storm Uprising and upholding Put your hands up Do it with all the energy you have left Scream your lungs out with all sanity

Why do i write I write to let things out To better my abilities To express myself I am outrageous I am ordinary I am like everyone else just more angry I hate myself But that's ok i leaned not to love Learned only to hate Shame on my For losing sight in whats right